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I got on a plane with Sterling, who had the plane ticket.
This plane had seating and couches.
I sat on a couch and a guy came up and asked me for my ticket.
I motioned for Sterling to show me the ticket.
It said "Complimentary Full/Half trip"
I believe Full was circled.
The guy didn't know what to do with it, or how to handle the ticket, so he asked if we would talk to the ticket station when we got off the plane.
So I sit down and then find myself on a couch in a very large home.
Sterling and I get up and roam through it and she says "I know exactly where we are, this is the place Aunt Carolyn was talking about." I remembered then we had been visiting with this Aunt Carolyn who said she was either related or knew someone who had a place where the walls were so far apart.
As we are looking around several people appear. Two small children, a teenage girl, an elderly man with one fake eye, a younger elderly man who looked like a younger version of him, and a youth, which appeared to be an even younger version of the elderly man with the fake eye. There was also woman in her 30's and one in her 50's or 60's. All of them except the man and all of his versions were black haired. All of them also wore black, except the multi-version man.
They asked who Sterling and I were. We explained we were relatives of Aunt Carolyn. Then I noticed a painting of a woman. Her eyes were the same shape and intensity of the elderly man. I walk past the multi-version men, they were all standing one behind the other, from shorter to taller. It was almost as though the girl and women in black couldn't see him. As I looked from the painting to the elderly man, recognition dawned in his face and he cried "I know you, you were looking for me! I was in the mirror!"
All of a sudden we are sitting down for dinner. The two younger children which are boys were behind me playing and talking to Sterling. the older lady told them sternly, "That's enough, go sit down and eat your food!" I turned to the older of the two boys and gently caressed his cheek and as I did so, some kind of static noise, like white noise came out of my mouth. I was trying to tell him how adorable I thought he was.
The older woman just looked at me with a look like "What in the world are you doing?"
As I turned around I found myself in a great hall with them. I overheard the oldest version of the man telling one of the boys to get my purse and hide it, that he couldn't let me leave. Then all of a sudden my purse was missing. I couldn't come right out and accuse them of stealing it, I was a guest in their house.
So I began trying to figure out how I could get my purse back, when one of the older women who appeared to be about 30 said, "you must know eerie." I was shocked to hear the name, then it was almost like I could see his grandmother. I nodded and said, "yes I know eerie, though he told me his name was eric. I didn't know until I spoke with his dear grandmother that his name was eerie." Then the oldest woman said in contemplation as she looked at me, "So you are about as close to eerie as the sun is wide." That statement was just odd to me, and I realized something weird was happening and I had to get out of there.
I was about to start searching for my purse so I could leave, then I woke up.
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I haven't posted in here a while.
Thought I'd jot down some thoughts I'm having....
Since the split between Jordan and I, I've changed a lot.
I withdrew gradually from everything I knew and loved.
I gained weight, and became very unhappy.
I've entertained all sorts of thoughts, and none of them are ideal nor realistic.
What I did do, however, is improve on things that needed improved on.
I made goals and kept them.
I thought that would make me happy, I thought possibly that's what my life was missing.
In working on everything that involves my life though, I forgot about myself on a personal level.
I don't dress nice anymore.
I don't really fix my hair anymore.
I don't really care about makeup like I once did.
I don't even really listen to music as often as I used to.
I rarely see friends.
I keep saying I will change these things - but I always had to make time for everything else in my life. Trying to keep my head above water.
I know that happiness lies in myself - and I'm doing what I can to draw that back out.
I couldn't sleep tonight, and have been deep in thought for so long trying to figure out what I need to be happy. I feel like I'm dying. I just can't live like this anymore.
So I'm gonna start with the little things.
Going to try to dress nicer, try fixing myself up a bit more, and work on getting out to see friends. I still need to go play badminton over at Janifer's :)
I bought all the stuff we need - and still haven't used the birdies or raquets at all.Current Mood:  contemplative |
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It's funny.. I was reading my last post and something just dawned on me.
My boyfriend got me a day spa gift certificate for Christmas!!!
and I was all upset over it (reasons I won't go into) being typical me..
Why is it I always put myself through unnecessary worry and pain and fear for no reason?
Why do I torture myself so? Why am I such a fool???
I suppose I've gotten so used to being disappointed over the years I rather expect it now.
It's like expecting an argument from your best friend, and you begin arguing your point even though they are agreeing with you. *shrug*
I've got to work on that. I've been giving my boyfriend nothing but grief for the holidays.
He's really a great guy, and I don't give him nearly enough credit.
I just look at everything from my limited POV and it's not until I've cried and torn myself up emotionally that I get a clue and realize this man actually loves me.
No matter what kind of stupid girl shit I pull.
He doesn't yell at me, cheat on me, beat me, or anything bad when I'm being a bitch.
Everyone knows what kind of bitch I can be :)
He just gives me time to cool off, fuck up as much as I can, and come to my senses so he can just smile and nod when I apologize.
I'm a spoiled brat :( (even the ppl on yahoo answers thought so too)
Wait, I knew that.
I'm learning tho :) I think I've finally gotten a hold someone who can put me in my place.
I think I've got a lot of changing to do on my part so that I can stop this insanity.
I've never been one to accept love very easily...Current Mood:  loved |
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I've been really miserable lately.
However, things are looking up.
My daughter started high school officially this year and I think she's going to like it.
I've been really busy working my ass off and every ounce of free time goes into my daughter or my boyfriend. I've not really had much time to myself - and I think maybe that's what's causing this miserable rift.
I just want a break from everything. Go to a day spa or something and just chill out - have a few days off not having to do anything for anyone, or maybe reverse it and have everyone else doin stuff for me for once.
*sigh*
Maybe I should go back to picking prospects for my harem :p j/k I kid I kid :D |
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Is it ok to post once every 6 months?
I have so much going on in my head and in my life I can't keep up with it.
Much less write it all down.
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Yep, I'm making my own wiki - security intensive - going to be adding quite a bit to it in time to come. I plan on this being my "professional" portfolio in ways.
Tonight I added this little bit of data:
http://security.entropycycle.com/securewiki/index.php/Keepingup
Am thinking I'm going to take this a step further tho - going to take it to my CEO who seems hell bent on destroying the morale of my company by rushing into things and making no provisions where they are long overdue.
Jan. 29th, 2007 @ 11:04 pm
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My day started off awesome
now I'm sad
and it's all over food :(
I don't wanna go into details.. but man I can't believe it's affecting me like this.
Dec. 17th, 2006 @ 08:11 pm
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Music is such a powerful thing...
I love it sooo much - it enhances and moves you like anything else in this world that find yourself drawn to.
It's amazing really - that something so physical can be so moving and make you contemplate things in ways you never really thought of before. :)
Not only that - but it moves your body too :p WOOT!
I don't post here a lot - mainly cause I don't think about it. In fact I don't think about a lot of things.
I think that's what's wrong.. I float...
I float through life.. on the waves of time and circumstance...
Frankly, I'm kinda tired of it, but in a way it's helped me to learn and encompass so much - but encompassing and learning only goes so far when you don't use what you've taken from various experiences.
It's time to pump it....
Time to be louder and more obnoxious than evar...
lol
or not
we'll see :p
Right now, I wish I had some place of my own that was sound proof - so I could be LOUD and sing as loud as I wanted about whatever I wanted.
Dec. 2nd, 2006 @ 06:17 am
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 | You scored as Cyclops. Cyclops is the team leader of the X-Men, and a skilled one at that. He loves Jean Grey very much. He's a strict and sometimes uptight leader, but he believes in his cause and he knows what he's fighting for... Peace between Mutants and Humans. Powers: Optic blasts
Cyclops | | 80% | Rogue | | 75% | Wolverine | | 65% | Jean Grey | | 60% | Emma Frost | | 50% | Colossus | | 50% | Storm | | 45% | Beast | | 45% | Nightcrawler | | 45% | Iceman | | 40% | Gambit | | 35% | </td>
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Jun. 12th, 2006 @ 06:54 pm
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Another dream:
Friday morning: I'm like hanging out with someone, not sure who, then all of a sudden I'm in labor! WHEN THE FUCK DID I GET PREGNANT! OMG!!! Well, it's a quick labor and I have the "baby." Then I look at it as my friend gives it to me, and the whole time he's like "Omg, OMG, O M G!"
What I am looking at is a furry black cat, and it's so pretty. Then I'm realizing, I JUST GAVE BIRTH TO THIS ANIMAL! WTF????
All of a sudden my friend says "They are coming, hurry!" and I have no idea what he did with the cat, but we start running, then I grab his arm and say "Wait, I have to do something about the placenta!" So I stop and look around and find this thing near a gate, it has a hole in the top of it, so I start pulling the placenta out and dropping it down the hole of this thing, not sure what the hell it was, then I see "them" coming. So we start running again, then BAM! I'm in an entirely different scene. I'm in a whorehouse working undercover(no pun intended there) investigating the murder of some woman.
There's at least 15 prostitutes in this house, and a couple of men who are the "pimps" I suppose. All of a sudden I'm in a room in this house and one of the girls comes to me on her knees crying about how she begged "someone" not to do it. I wake up at this point.
These are just way too weird. I really have no idea what to think of any of these dreams lately - I'm beginning to think it's the doritos :p hahaha
Or maybe the lack of playing WoW lately :) hahaha
May. 6th, 2006 @ 02:26 am
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Well
I was in new orleans and it was flash flooding and icing... ppl were dying cause it was so fast and they had been out celebrating.
The problem with this is the fact they were returning to life as zombies and I was trying to save my mom - who just happened to look like this witch lady.
I can remember walking past ppl that had been frozen to death while they were drunk and passed out, and them begin to move and wake up and not be normal. They weren't going after brains, they were just unthinking beings at this point. Then it was like a tsunami came or a hurricane, I don't know which I just remember a lot of destruction and water.
When I got to my mom in this huge house, she was yelling something about me saving myself and not to worry about her.
May. 3rd, 2006 @ 02:59 pm
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http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/daftpunk.php
found this today - made me laugh :)
rofl
Apr. 17th, 2006 @ 03:58 pm
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Artist: Vnv Nation
Song: Tempest
Album:
[" " CD]
These are not words, they're only feelings
There are no sounds that you can hear
There is no form that you can touch
There are no colors for you to see
The only sound is a distant thunder
A tempest rages so far away from me
I walked for miles and I started running
Towards the sound and storm where you might find me
Towards the sound and storm where you might find me
And I ran until I had the feeling
That the tempest I had heard surrounded me
Here my heart so filled with loving
Cried out and told of wonders that I feel
Cried out and told of wonders that I feel
Here my heart is so filled with loving
And I tell myself, I keep repeating
That your ways are bringing you to me
And I tell myself, I keep repeating
That your ways are bringing you to me
And I tell myself, I keep repeating
That your ways are bringing you to me
That I will find my true salvation
That these ways of mine are bringing you to me
That I will find my true salvation
That these ways of mine are bringing you to me
And I tell myself, I keep repeating
That your ways are bringing you to me, are bringing you to me
Because here my heart, so filled with loving
Crying out the wonders that I feel
Here I will find my true salvation
And my ways are bringing you to me
I tell myself, I keep repeating
That your ways are bringing you to me, bringing you to me
Dec. 28th, 2005 @ 06:01 am
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haha, I have no idea why I am so happy. I went to the old place and kept singing songs.
Found my camera in a basket of clothes and broke out into song in an irish accent
O, me bee-yoo-tee-ful basket
O, me bee-yoo-tee-ful basket
O, me bee-yoo-tee-ful basket o' clothes!
rofl
I'm excited!
SOOOO Excited!
I canna wait for this weekend!
I have soo much planneded!
LOVE YOU PEOPLE! I hope to see you somewhere around the way eventually
Oct. 26th, 2005 @ 12:32 pm
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Im movin in wif mah gurl tamara :)
She's amazing - haha I GOTS A DJ IN DA HOUSE!!! woot!
We are gonna redo her floors in hardwood - it will be teh leetness!
I can't freaking wait...
My number will stay the same as it goes with me everywheres :)
Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 02:13 pm
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I've gotten all the fine and attorney fees taken care of :)
WOOT!
Just have a really bad toothache from all the stress and it has to come out now - but now I'm broke!!!
rofl
But I dun care :) i'm rather happy that's all done with!
*release*
Sorry I dun update this more - I've been super busy with all this stuff.
Now I can focus on my home, car, daughter, and teeth!
Sep. 21st, 2005 @ 01:37 am
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Yeah, I wrecked my car - and it's actually my dumb fault.
I had a flat tire - put a nearly flat donut on it - (front passenger side)
Saw break lights later on down the road - the passenger side wrecks into a truck (cause of the low donut - no traction)
Sucks - considering I really dun have the cash or the time to fix it with all I have been doing - and Chris hasn't helped with his being so disorganized :(
I'm thinking I need to take a break and push it all to the side for now and take a break from breathing. *sigh*
It's weird - things are still going good - sorta - just a new twist thrown in to shake things up a bit. But it always seems to go this way for me.
It's like I can either have a boring uneventful life - and stay home - but it would be things here that get scrood up. Or I go out and have fun and be crazy and it's outside things that get scrood up. *shrug*
It would be nice - just for once - to have someone go "i'll take care of it for you"
*shakes head* yeah - I think I'm growing weary finally of being
Miss.2 independent. I'm sure Jordan will say "thank the gods"
Arlen will go "Does that mean you won't fall off the face of the world anymore?" and Jeff will go "Do we finally get to go eat taco's?"
rofl
Nope - not yet - cause I'm still forced into my method of living by sheer momentum due to the fact it's been the driving force in my life for so long.
I have to get up early tomoz and run to a couple of junkyards - after hanging out wif Chris and then house hunting there was no way I could make it out to them today :(
I know it's pushing it - but I will do what has to be done.
One day - things will change, but before they do - I have to change.
I think that day is quickly approaching.
Many thanks to Chris for being you. I wouldn't have you any other way (maybe slightly more organized :p but we are working on that)
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I'm going to have to get in touch with Hansel and hang out with him at some point - he's quite intelligent and has many interesting observations of the world around us.
Saw draugr which I hadn't seen in forever :) that was wonderful - and I apologize for not actually taking the time to sit and talk with him more.
I simply couldn't stand being out on the porch. I wanted to be inside with the music and the dancing and all the wonderful people.
Happy b-day to dear darling Andrew :)
Many thanks to Stephen for helping me accessorize :p WOOT!
Didn't see Talis out there :p Where were you! :) Did breasy drag you to myspace? Glad you could join the happy webgroup :p
And Will - I'm very sorry - during my last moments - I was completely scattered and high on happiness. All I could think about was dancing and running around in circles :)
hehehe I'll pay more attention to you in the future :)
Gwen - must talk to you more - you are absolutely fascinating :) Was a joy to meet you! :)
Andrea - was also a pleasure to meet you as well, I love your artwork! you have the sweetest voice too... and have such a pretty puppy :)
Your parrot did manage to freek me out as well :p hahaha I'll have to tell you about that sometime.
Horizon! Cemetary Run! Next Sunday or Monday - it's a must!!! :p
Lane must go too :p
Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 08:20 pm
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Got through the first week of night shift - dead sick and loving the job :)
tho Missed a day at the end of the last week of training and a day at my other job too.
It sux - but I will do better!
I'm learning alot - and I've gotten myself involved in helping a friend of mine (Erik <3) Run a php based browser game! It's fun :) Been having a blast!
He's given me some code work to do too! So I can learn even more :)
HAPPY EATER!!! ROFL
Friend of mine sent me that today and I laughed my ass off - it was a typo of course- but still funny as hell - so I been tellin everyone Happy Eater!
ROFL
I can't party for the next 5 months - I have to work my ass off - I have an exam to take in two weeks - and they've scheduled an hour every morning at the end of my shift to go in for training :)
They want me to get my CCNA ASAP too and they'll pay for it! WOOT!
On top of that I'll get a 10% raise :) hehehe YEAH! That's what I'm talkin bout!
Did I mention I got a raise at my second job too? Tho it doesn't kick in till tomoz.
But thaz ok :)
I missed Eve before she leaves town - I ended up sleeping all evening the night she and Cody were supposed to come visit. I felt bad about that - but she's gonna be back :)
Most of the Burgundy has washed out of my hair - dunno why except maybe my hair just couldn't bond with the color just yet.
Got to work the night of the 25th and started humming and la la'ing a tune... didn't know what it was - told Joseph "I'm wired man, I keep humming some nursery rhyme" Later on I really focused on it as I sang it - and realized it was the Happy B-day song! ROFL So then I started messing around with it - singing it diff ways - till I sounded like Marilyn Monroe singing to the president hahaha
That was a real trip-
We go on these patrols around work to make sure everthing is in good operating condition, Right? I had started humming that tune while on one of these patrols. Then I noticed a White board with some stick figure holding a raised sword and a shield in running pose scribbled on it. I decided I'd be cute and test it out to make sure it worked *nods* hehehe
I drew this big Muscular bald guy with a magnum 45 shooting a hole through the stick figure and pouring out blood and scribbled HA HA HA! next to him.
I wrote down on my patrol log - Tested out Dry Erase board - It's in good working condition! ROFL
I end up taking notes about everything - how many servers are out on a rack down to who's doing what and where - I'm just anal like that I guess - but I do it in such a way that it's amusing to read :)
So at least my manager gets a kick out of reading something boring *wink*
I finally figured out the answer to that question that kept popping up in my head "What planet are you from?" :) It's simple! I'm from THE PLANET ROFL
I crack myself up - lol
I'm so tired I keep making lame jokes. But it's ok - they are amusing to me at least.
I had a few dreams - figured I'd jot them down in here so I'll remember em.
3/22 had a dream of Dan - telling me to stop smoking - and as he kept saying it over and over - I kept sucking on my cig never stopping for a breath till I fell down. LOL
3/25 Had a dream I was in some dimly lit palace hall - a show was going on to honor the sultan of the palace. He looked scruffy to me and had a turban on his head. I got a good look at him and noticed the stubble growing out of his face and down his neck a little. Wasn't impressed with his looks at this point.
So I turned my attention to the scene that unfolded before him for his pleasure.
A spotlight (dunno how they have a spotlight in like 800 A.D. - but there was one there) was lighting upon the center of the hall - people were lined up at tables along the sides of the Hall - they are short tables - ppl sit on the floor next to them to eat on top of Pillows and silks and rugs. It's SUPER NICE STUFF.
(funny thing is I have never ever learned this - until after I looked it all up after the dream and found this was REALLY how they did things back then - it's where we get the word Divan it's from the arab word Diwan (Devan in persian I think))
Anyway, so I see this girl dressed in a light purple outfit - something akin to I Dream of Jeannie - only light pastel purple. And she's got a few other girls around her dressed in light blues and reds - they are all dancing to some really beautiful music.
Anyone who knows me - knows I'm not a shy person - and when I feel like moving - I WILL move. I began to feel the music pulling me - calling me - moving me. I motioned to my servants and they raised me up on the little divan lounge like thing I was resting on. I never realized I was dressed a lot like the girl out on the floor in purple. Tho I dun remember what color I was in. They carried me out to the center of the Hall only a few feet from her - my servants began to dance and she became quiet and everyone watched in intrigue.
My servants are all men - and they are all dressed really well - they begin to move off into the darkness in time with the music - as the last one vanished the girl in purple began to start singing again - and at this point I begin to slowly rise up and off the Divan in serpentine fashion and then begin to sing - her voice tapered off as I began to drown her out and I danced a little. Then I moved out into the darkness to another side of the room. My servants went to gather my divan. The girl just stood in awe and fumed then began to finish her song.
I sat down with my friends and peers and food was brought to us and we dined and drank and laughed about my little display. As I was eating something a man came over to where we sat. His long dark hair held back by a single golden cord. I marveled at his hair. He was stunning - even as unshaven as he was. He bowed and exclaimed about my little debut in the center of the hall, praising it's exhiliration. I thanked him and watched him return to where he came from. He placed a Turban on his head and nestled himself in his tent-like silk canopied bed.
At that point it dawned on me - THAT WAS THE SULTAN! At this point I become intrigued. Before I hadn't been very impressed with him - but his hair - gawd. It was like something that made me want to know him.
In the midst of me thinking all this - my friends and peers were excited as they had never seen the Sultan approach anyone. I told them to hush and I left them to go to the bedside of the Sultan - where we sat and talked. :)
Then all of a sudden I am in another place. I am walking through a stone city that is very very old. I am in awe of it's size and construction. I am exploring it, wondering who lives here, as I see no one in sight. I begin to turn the corner of this massive building that is set some ways away from the rest of the city and faces outwards toward unsettled land and mountains. As I begin to round the corner I stop in my tracks. I see at the top of the massive stairs a dais with a Stone throne, and someone is sitting in it. I gasp as I look on this creature that is so exquisite. He's not human - his skin is like a light jasper or marble - not mottled with any dark spots - just gorgeous peach, mauve, off white, and greys.. His muscles were all well defined and formed. His jaw line alone was something that simply radiated power. He began to shift forward in the chair at my gasp. I wasn't sure if he had heard me - surely he must have. Then all of a sudden he is running at me - I turn and run knowing I would surely be too slow and he would catch me. I cried out for Help so many times - it brought life to the Stone city. Beings like the one chasing me began to emerge from the darkness of the many stone edifices and looked at me in a daze - but as soon as they saw the creature crashing down on me - they began to tremble and bow and their eyes filled with recognition. He was their king.
Somehow, something happened. One of them stopped the creature as he closed in on me - he laid at my feet - unconscious. I gave my thanks to the one who saved me. Yet felt bad for the one who chased me. I only ran out of fear - I did not know what would come of me had I let him catch me. In some ways I wish I had let him. Then I woke up.
My dreams are always like this :) lol Crazy enuff, eh?
Anyways, I think they both have a lot to do with how I see the world - and how I see men, and my fear of settling down.
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Historical Note:
The divan had a different evolution line compared with the greek kline.
the term originates in the persian word devan, what has diverse meanings,
but the general sense is how in the greek word 'symposion' the idea of
meeting: the diwan was a room with cushion around it, when the sultan
council and his court deliberates about the state business.
(from turk. divan, from arabic diwan) the divan actually are pillows
disposed in the floor. this element of resting made of one or various
cushions distributed along the wall, originates in turkey around the VIII
century.
wealthy arabs sometimes slept on elaborate tent-like beds,
but most people in the mideast slumbered on simple piles of rugs.
rugs and textiles are the the major cultural exports from this region;
items conducive to mobility and a nomadic life style.
who would ever think a day bed a clever thing to tie to a camel
Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 09:15 pm
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I've been working for the last 2 weeks now - both jobs.
I've had no time at all to get anything done blah!!!!
I am getting broadband on Friday!!! WOOOT! It's been too long!
My schedule changes come this weekend - I think I MAY have about 4 days off before the new schedule starts - but I will only work about 4 days a week :p so I will have three days off!
I am currently scouting for places to move to. When I find a new place - I'll keep you all posted.
Rock on me hearties!
Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 01:26 pm
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I've been demoted!!!
I am now using dial-up instead of DSL... I am waiting to get a good full time job before I start paying money for cable internet.
Anyhow, Things are goin - my daughter got sick over the weekend so I've been taking care of her - poor thing - I think it's tonsilitis. Seems I used to get that alot around her age. But I've been having her drink lots of juice and eating tons of healthy stuff :)
I got a few of my herbal books in the mail this week! Woot! I love herbology. I plan on growing my own gardens eventually - I wanna move first. The ground here seems so diseased. I think I'll build a culinary garden then as you walk it will fade into a medicinal/ one then a chinese herb garden :)
Complete with Peach to apricot trees!
Now - just to figure out what I wanna do so I can begin making better money.
I've decided to enlist in the reserves so I can get the benefit of the GI bill. It will get me the education I need. I feel pretty positive about this - I may even get to travel a bit by doing this. I really dislike anything government tho, so it may not pan out like I want. However, I figure I gotta commit to something in order to get where I want to be.
I'm just going to have to watch my mouth. I can be so razor-tongued at times. I feel it will keep me busy too - I won't have time to get into trouble or feel like I've done nothing with my life.
My daughter and I covered new ground last week too. We had some heart to heart stuff we got out - and I feel positive about her growth into a beautiful young lady.
I know most of you are going to go - WTF? about the Navy Reserve thingy - but it's needed - and it's the right thing to do at this point. I'm just not getting anywhere with the limited education I have and I dun make the kinda money I need to put myself through school. Besides, commissary is awesome - and stuff like that I couldn't have any better than that.
Jannifer, you are a wonderful person - and I adore you :) Thanks so much for the party and I loved seeing everyone :)
Sorry I wasn't party oriented that night tho :) I had just gotten over food-poisoning the day :)
I'm loving the frame shop :) I just wish I could get in more hours than I do. If I get a full time job I plan on still working there part time ;) I love that store - and working with Vox is wonderful :) She's an awesome boss lady!
Feb. 16th, 2005 @ 11:24 pm
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